i've moved to www.thepain-within.blogspot.com .
this blog wont be deleted but i wont be posting here anymore .

im leaving this blog .
i've moved on to somewhere else , but im not planning to tell .
close peeps , yous can sms me or msn me to get to know my new url .
so yeahs , i'll keep this blog here for it's memories remains .

You're not sorry .

Over & done .
i want my boyf back , but you are not the same .
if you love me , you'll take me back & made things right .
you can only prove it if yous did it .
im still holding that chance .
but i doubt you will , you actually change fate , bravo .

Rain or Shine . I just have to be in silence .

Cant take it anymore .
The everything that's happening .
cant breathe ..
Im about to lose it .
choose to keep my emotions within .
No one knows who i am .
Only me .

So another long day .
& yeaps , there was cca , didnt have court for me to play so i just slacked around . Found baby outside with his friend . Chewyan aiya , dont know how spell her nama la -.- went to blk 8 find people then came back to cc , slacked with her then went over find baby . Shavon nuer call me , so she pei-ed me slack with bi awhile then baby went off with his friends so me , shavon , baby & puipui zou ma went over to blk 8 .

i dont feel like continuing .
there's is something waiting for it's chance to blast .
i need to tell someone about it before i go crazy .
bonnie , where are yous ?
i need your listening ears .
i dont want anybody else anymore .
i dont want to be in the middle of anyone ,
no i just need my best friend now .

Tag Replies .
Irvine - {:
Crap - hi .
Hanny - gotten well le .
Lu - hello ah teo ~
Celia - thanks .
Irvine - {:
Qinying - as always , average .
Weijie - hello ass .
Irvine - never .
Pearl lynn - hellos {:
Crap - ok
Irvine - Yes .

More tags are still wanted .

Maybe love really is an illusion .

Maybe by the time you realise , i'll turn negative again .
So i rather you think hard now .
Because if this continue , i believe the me now will disappear soon .
That's all ..